Long Lost Love ?

World. Meet Veronica. Veronica, meet the world. This woman I have indescribable feelings for. I say woman because she's responsible, knows where she's going, & does what she must to get there.

I e-met her 2 years ago. Funny story. I was working at my mother job doing something on the computer and being the addict I once was, of course on Myspace. Don't remember whom contacted whom first... I believe it was me. I couldn't resist myself. Browsing through her profile, I thought I'd love to get to know her. She replied positively and we exchanged back an forth until we decided to exchange screen names to speed the process of the conversation.

Long story short, it's embarrassing to admit but I instantly had a thing for her. She was amazing and so perfect in my eyes.

Unfortunately, she resides in Massachusetts. The distance up until this day kills me. We fell in love (don't judge) over the years, never once meeting each other. Slowly but surely, we backed away from our own feelings once we realized it could never happen anytime soon. However, we still managed to be there for one another.

I spoke & gave her advice on men, while being secretly jealous but never admitting to it. Mostly because I never wanted to put her life on hold because of my feelings. I'm no one special. She needs to be happy. I need that for her.

2 years later, being in college now, we don't get to talk as often as we use to. I've also never told you how much I still think about you. It's no secret. I don't know if you feel the same anymore. I'm terrified to find out. Despite the distance and very little conversation between us, I still love you. I still want you.

Maybe someday, I'll grow the balls to show this post to you.